was never · will never be

by jennie sadler

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1.
falling out
2.
single evening
3.
good girl
4.
09:48
5.
demon
6.
see me
7.
uncompromiseable
8.
new beginning
9.
10.
04:22
11.
06:20
12.
09:03

credits

releases September 17, 2017

tim taylor did the slide guitar on 'still alive'
john kritzman took the photo of my face
[ www.johnkritzmanphoto.com ]
I did everything else

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A great review, by Amelia Devoid: www.sevendaysvt.com/LiveCulture/archives/2017/08/11/playtime-jennie-sadler-was-neverwill-never-be

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Track Name: unloved [unmastered]
(quatro)

so many times you let me down, it's ok
so many times you fooled around, it's ok
so many times you used me,
so many times you bruised me

I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean

so many times you held me down, it's ok
so many times you held a frown, it's ok
so many times you fooled me,
so many times you ruled me

I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean

so many times you broke your crown, it's ok
so many times you broke me down, it's ok
so many times you choose me,
so many times abuse me

I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean

I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean

so many times you let me down, it's ok
so many times you fooled around, it's ok
so many times you used me,
so many times you bruised me

I hope you feel unloved,
I've come back easily,
I hope you feel unloved,
it's you and you are mean
Track Name: kind
I've moved on to another kind of man–
one who lets me be who the fuck I am–
and when I smile I am free;
I'm allowed to be.

...valentine, I know that you aren't fine, but it will
end so soon, believe me... there's no room for me here.

...valentine, I know that
you aren't fine with your end
...valentine, it's over
speak your mind to begin
...valentine, it's simple
waste of time, that's your game
valentine
Track Name: heaven
I know that I will never leave you
Your parents probably don't believe you
When you tell them how much that you need my eyes
Even to the both of us it's a surprise

I'm looking back to the beginning
Before we understood our winnings
Then when I told you it was just too hot inside
That was the best move that I ever could have tried

Don't turn back
Grasp my hand

A billion stars suspend above the
Magnificence that soon would love me
I couldn't tell you how incredible the sight
I wasn't there, I wasn't dead, I was alive
The perfect sound
In surround
Hold me down
Kiss me all around

That was all it took
That was all I'd need
That was all I'd wanted
But then that was all I'd breathe

Couldn't let you out
The foreground of my mind
Every second craving
Just a little more of your time

Days began to slow
I could barely speak
Having you around me,
Nothing else was bleak
Fingers intertwine
Staring in your eyes
Give a little smile
To the rest of our lives

This is my forever
Not something I can leave
Perfect fit together
I still cannot believe
You make it all better
I need you to come with me
You've sent me to heaven
In my body
Track Name: still alive
falling down, I'm waiting here and I'm uncovered
falling now, I'm waiting here for my lover
falling out, I wait too many years, then it passes me by
why now?

will you follow me home? I'll leave my blinkers on,
so you don't have to guess if I'm going that way
will you welcome me home? I don't want it alone;
I just want you to stay awake

why now?
falling out, I wait too many years, then it passes me by

bye, bye

I felt all the blood falling out of my skull
I didn't even fight it; I couldn't stop my hand
I felt it wash all over me,
I fell, I laid, I prayed awake,
oh my god, it's really happening

oh my god, it's really happening

oh,
I'm still alive,
I'm still alive,
still alive

oh,
you're still alive,
you're still alive,
still alive

oh,
we're still alive
we're still alive,
still alive